It's all kind of blurry. Again. I should have known better and shouldn't just have expected that trying for a second child after all the IF history we have, would be any easier than having the first one. Stupid stupid me.
So stupid. Dum really.
So, turns out there is a +1 year waiting list to do another DIUI if trying for a second child. Most likely 1.5 years. Maybe 2. Ha ha. Funny really. Sad actually.
I am soooooo back on that bloody rollercoaster. I feel like vomitting already. Puke puke puke.
In the mean time. Thank goodness for blogging. But I think I need to do some changes. I'm not sure I even want to keep this blog to write about our attempts to have another child (in like 5 million years if we are lycky enough), since I started it to chronicale our journey to the star.
The star by the way is thriving. A delight. My mamma-heart is filled with so much love I still cry at times just looking at her. She's a big girl now, ready to start kindergarten. Oh my.
More soon!
